Meditation Readings: 06/11/2014

READINGS - 06/11/2014

 
1) READING
 
Beyond thought
 
By Kim Nataraja
 
St Paul’s experience of the risen Christ mirrors our experience of Him in the deep silence of our meditation: “He is a real, risen presence encountered deep within the personal experience of the disciple and new believer.” (Laurence Freeman) Yet often when we do experience the beginning of this silent presence, we pull back in panic. In leaving our thoughts behind, we are ‘leaving self behind’ as Jesus urges. But abandoning our sense of ego-identity feels very uncomfortable; the ego, about to be abandoned, feels threatened and fills us with a strong fearful sense of loneliness and isolation. It makes us feel that we are entering a threatening abyss, an emptiness.
 
Our egos feel totally out of control. And yet this is what needs to happen. We need to enter the ‘Cloud of Unknowing’ as a 14th century English mystic called it. Only by leaving the ego, the thinking surface of our being, behind, can we experience who we truly are and who God truly is. When we do take the plunge, instead of the sense of loneliness and isolation that the ego filled us with, we feel held in loving embrace with everything and everyone. The threatening emptiness becomes a loving interconnected fullness. 
 
This sense of being held lovingly, protectively in a web of being can only be experienced. By paying attention to our mantra, by single-pointed focus on our word, we switch off our thoughts and switch on a different intuitive, experiential way of knowing. That this way of knowing is inbuilt in us, has been shown in research with children: “EEG studies of the brain of children [under two] show that they permanently function in alpha mode – the state of altered consciousness in an adult – rather than the beta mode of ordinary mature consciousness.”(Lynne Taggart ‘The Field’) By meditating we can therefore consciously return to a way of perception that was at first instinctive and unconscious.
 
This letting go of the thought-filled ego is therefore not an entry into oblivion and non-existence. We don’t lose our individuality: “There is no doubt that the individual loses all sense of separation from the One and experiences a total unity, but that does not mean that the individual no longer exists. Just as every element in nature is a unique reflection of the one Reality, so every human being is a unique centre of consciousness in the universal consciousness.”(Bede Griffiths)  
 
It is important to remember that the word ‘individual’ “originally ...meant indivisible...Once an individual was a person or thing seen in relation to the whole it belonged to. The whole defined the individual because the individual was indivisible from it.” (Laurence Freeman ‘Jesus, the Teacher within)  
 
2) OPENING PRAYER AND MEDITATION
 
Heavenly Father, open our hearts to the silent presence of the Spirit of your Son. Lead us into that mysterious silence where your love is revealed to all who call. Maranatha, Come Lord Jesus.
 
3) READING AFTER MEDITATION
 
After meditation: 
 
Thomas Merton » In Silence
 
O be still, while
you are still alive,
and all things live around you
 
speaking (I do not hear)
to your own being,
speaking by the unknown
that is in you and in themselves.
 
“I will try, like them
to be my own silence:
and this is difficult. The whole
world is secretly on fire. The stones
burn, even the stones they burn me.
How can a man be still or
listen to all things burning?
How can he dare to sit with them
when all their silence is on fire?”
 
4) SHARING, COMMENTS
 
5) CLOSING PRAYER
 
By Laurence Freeman OSB
 
May this Community be a true spiritual home for the seeker, a friend for the lonely, a guide for the confused. 
 
May those who pray here be strengthened by the Holy Spirit to serve all who come and to receive them as Christ himself. In the silence of this retreat may all the suffering, violence and confusion of the world encounter the Power that will console, renew and uplift the human spirit. 
 
May this silence be a power to open the hearts of men and women to the vision of God, and so to each other, in love and peace, justice and human dignity. 
 
May the beauty of the Divine Life fill this Community and the hearts of all who pray here with joyful hope. 
 
May all who come here, weighed down by the problems of humanity, leave, giving thanks for the wonder of human life. We make this prayer through Christ our Lord. Amen.