Arriving at the tranquil surroundings of Bonnevaux did not disappoint my expectations of what was to follow. The inspiring delivery by Rowan Williams on the Four-part Harmony of the Gospels was a riveting and life changing experience, amidst the daily routine of contemplative worship and prayer throughout the 5 day retreat. Initial disappointment that Rowan had to leave a day early was softened by the pre-recorded session we were invited to watch, plus Laurence Freeman leading the final day with an in depth and equally illuminating exploration of some familiar Gospel parables.
My overriding sense that I am left with as a participant is one of peace, refreshment and restoration.
The rhythm of the worship and contemplative prayer was alluring and once I had found a way to sit comfortably on a chair (there was regrettably a shortage of meditation cushions and blankets) the meditation sessions were deeply stilling. Familiar readings from the Upanishads, Meister Eckhart and John Main interjected the silences with words of wisdom.
Breakfast and lunch in silence was a precious time and hearing the Rule of St Benedict read by Ft Peter was deeply engaging.
The afternoon rest or recreation period afforded long walks in the expansive grounds to feast again on the vista of abundant wild cyclamens and herons soaring over the lake. My bedroom window lent itself to viewing these magnificent creatures and was one of my daily delights.
Writing this from home and back at my hospital place of work, I am struck by the difference in how I am feeling.
Such a rich retreat and the only demon faced was the difficulty I encountered with a food allergy, which was testing and not a criticism of the exceptional quality food served at Bonnevaux.
Finally a word about the participants and the community. It was a joy to be at an internationally attended event and to make new friends, exchange ideas and perceptions of our shared retreat experiences. It surprised me that there were participants whom had not experienced meditation practice before. Perhaps an opportunity for spiritual and pastoral guidance was missed for the minority having physical, psychological and spiritual difficulties?
With my heartfelt thanks for the time at Bonnevaux.
Reverend Judy Rosser.
